I can't help but to say I hate you

Don expect me to treat you nice if you don treat me likewise.
No Mr Nice guy over here.
I will pay you good if you treat me nice, and throw you back with evil if you do it to me.

Its you who choose to push me away, so don expect me to want you in future.
I will pay you back everything you gave to me, be it the good or the bad.
Now you may look down on me, but nobody knows about the future.
Maybe one day you will need my help.
Leave a path for yourself.
You are just too full of yourself.
Good luck for your future.

What a day...

Today is a fruitful day, learnt more things about wine.

I suddenly fallen in love with wine, the history, the origin, the tastes and everything about it.

I want to pick up the habit of drinking wine, its such a living.

Just to share what i learn: white wine helps in maintaining figures as its more acidic, so if you wan to maintain ur figures do drink white than red wine.

Are there any courses for wine? If there is please tell me... I wan to know more about wine!

After the wine appreciation i went to fort canning for the World Aids Concert.

Here are all the pics i have for today wahahhaha:

Aching

No school today, so its a happy day.
Motorbike lesson later, brightens up the day.
If i get to see You today, it will be the best day.

Went to NAPFA yesterday, and the aching is felt in the morning.
Fell down at my first station, shuttle run. Damn it
Got some cuts, but still manage to complete.
Failed 2.4km
I need to train on that.

Should I be happy about yesterday?
Not too sure.
Hope something good will happen for the next 2 weeks.

Missing

Something went missing
What is the thing that went missing?
Im missing you

finally a big smiley

Went asia conference yesterday. Long service but a great one. Its nice to talk to you after so long. Hahaha... Went to Mac with the cell group members... The young ones reminds me of the past. :)

Walked Winny home and reached home at 2am, but slept at 6am... hahaha... i think i spent 2hrs chating with Wing on the phone... haha... feeling good after chating with her... Anyway, my dog hang up our phone when we were chatting halfway... -.- maybe she's jealous... hahaha...

I shall fill up my time with more things, maybe i should start attending church on weekends... (:

Pissed

Stop flaring at me... I'm not here for you to flare at...
Stop thinking that ppl is always out there wanting to disturb you...
I'm not interested at least...
I can't stand it when you flare over such insignificant thing, especially when its not done intentionally...

My index finger hurts! 2 cuts on the same finger... -.- I think my heart feels the pain... Can be so unbearable at times... OUch...

I need to have better time management... works need to be done...

I'm missing those happy moments...

Cute and devilish

let the pictures do the talking... (:

Cute and devilish

Its night again... (:

whooohoooo

I love night life... (:
It is nice to spend time with step and the rest... hahaha

Suddenly realise that Fish can be fun! haha
lets hang out more Fish... hahaha...
Thanks for the drinks... (:

Its a happy day today... (:

Sick + Sick = Very Sick

Today is such a sickening day. Im sick so is my lappy. Its finally down after using for ard 2 years. The place i need to go for servicing is damn ulu pandan... Toa Payoh North, JTC building... zzzz...

As i didnt know where is this ulu place, i asked direction from mama before i set off... Mama is very nice to bring me there... Lolz... Felt so touched at first... In the end i realise that she want to go there to makan the food there lu... We had the chicken rice ball there... (: There's alot of yummy looking food there... Shall go there another time to have the food... (:

After sending my lappy for repair, we went to walk around... She brought me to her "childhood" place, where she so called grow up at... We happen to see a ah ma selling food, its those illegal food seller, and mummy say that ah ma been selling the food when she was still young... Its so amazing... I took a photo of that ah ma... will post when i got back my lappy which is like 2-4 weeks later... zzzz...

没有你的日子叫我如何过... Lappy come back to ur mama warmth soooooooon....
I promise i will not over work you this time round... Wahahhahaha....

Dont come and screw me!

Seriously, if you are not happy with that person, please don't come to me... Go to the person instead... I can do nothing to help you... I got enough mess of mine to clean up... Not free to clean up for others...

I need to BREATHE... hahaha... I think my migraine is coming back... WTH! Is it because of stress? I got no idea... hmmmm...

I'm feeling better emotionally right now... Whooohoooo... I love my friends... XD alright i admit is some of them only.... hahaha....

Gym gym gym... i love gym... (:

i feel wronged...

I feel so wronged right now... the whole thing is just so damn it...
Yea maybe i sld just call the police...
Those kids just don learn their lessons by taking revenge...
ALright being kind hearted at times seems to be a wrong choice...

Now everything seems to be the damn fault of mine. I'm just damn unhappy and sad right now because of what you said.
Do you really think that i will go and get back that damn sandals if I know they will steal urs, or do something nasty to you?
So its now my fault by getting my stuff bk and didnt lodge a report?
If time can turns back, i will choose to forget abt that damn sandals.

To cool down and think about it, do you really think that its because i didnt report the case to the police and caused this situation?
Or is it your harsh tone that created the conflict? and making the situation worsen.
Do you think ppl will be so evil enough to take revenge on you when you give them 2nd chance?

I know you are trying to fight for me. Thus, I choose to keep silient when you are saying I'm in the wrong.

YES! I feel damn wronged right now. Is it my fault to let my sandals kenna stolen?

Stolen and found

I will say something unhappy happen today... My sandals went missing when i placed it outside SL house... SL and sister started their search for my sandals and found one teens wearing the sandals that i lost... They called me and ask whether i got any trademarks on my slipper, but my answer is no... Then i went down to level 2 to find them, confronted the teen 2 times... See through their lies and got back my sandals...

After getting back my sandals, SL and the lian started to argue, and wanted to call the police... The lian called up another guy, this pissed off SL further as the guy argued more... As SL need to go back to the office we ended the matter without alerting the police...

Pondering, am I too kind hearted to let the teens off or am i just too dumb to let them off the hook?

If i alert the police, am i being too harsh on them? I mean I will want ppl to give me 2nd chance if I did something wrong. By not calling the police, am i giving them more chance to do the same thing again?

I hope they will treasure the chance given to them this time round and not repeat it again.

Please leave me some comments about whether I should pursue the matter further by alerting the police. Thanks. ( :

HDB shopping is so @#$%^&*(

homeless?

I seems like a homeless kid...
hahaha...

School work is haunting me...
Please stop haunting me...
Stress = no brain juice = no work produced

I don't feel good when i don't have $$$... tsktsk...
Anyway got a event job tml at Sengkang. 7am gotta reach there!!! Faintx... It will add $40 to my pocket... (:
Pray hard that things will just work out the way they are...
This year Halloween is good... Hope yours is great too...