From my memory, i'm brought up by Ah ma. I still rmb those days that we are still living in AMK. Times when ah ma cook just porridge and fish, and this fish need to be share among at least 5 ppl. Sometimes, we might not even have fish and other things to go along with the porridge but soya sauce. If i didn't rmb wrgly, ah ma most of the time just ate the porridge. From my view even though its just porridge, i just enjoy it. I don noe why but i just enjoy eating it.
Still rmb those days that we are chased by ah ma with cane in her hand, because we played till past 10pm at the playground. But now ah ma can't even talk properly, not to say move ard. Can i go back to the past, let me have more time.
I regret that i didn't give ah ma enough love, care and concern. God give me more time to spend with ah ma. 因为拥有因此害怕失去。
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Friday, March 02, 2007
Grandma got throat cancer... :'(
Today, ann called home, she told me that Ah ma got throat cancer. I'm a bit shock by it, but there's nothing much for me to do. I'm very sad by the truth that she got cancer, i hate the feeling of unable to do anything for her. I fasted today and prayed for her but it seems like nothing is going to happen le, the miracle that I'm expecting.
Ann also say that they going to send Ah ma to a home so that she can be taken care of. I know Ah ma doesn't like to stay in the home, she always wanted to go back to AMK. She even asked me to bring her back to AMK when i visited her. My heart just break when hearing to what she said and asked. She lived in AMK for half of her life and most of her frenz is there, yet because of our selfishness we moved out without considering her. How does she feel when we moved out of AMK? We forgot that she might not be able to adapt.
In the past, she take care of me, but when i grow older i start to drift away from her. Scared and dislike to talk to her. When she called to ask us to bring her to AMK, none of us are willing to go. WHy am i so selfish? How could i forget how she take care of me when i'm young!
Lord, i pray that You give me more time to spend with Ah ma. Give me one more chance to show her my love for her. In Jesus name i pray. Amen
Ann also say that they going to send Ah ma to a home so that she can be taken care of. I know Ah ma doesn't like to stay in the home, she always wanted to go back to AMK. She even asked me to bring her back to AMK when i visited her. My heart just break when hearing to what she said and asked. She lived in AMK for half of her life and most of her frenz is there, yet because of our selfishness we moved out without considering her. How does she feel when we moved out of AMK? We forgot that she might not be able to adapt.
In the past, she take care of me, but when i grow older i start to drift away from her. Scared and dislike to talk to her. When she called to ask us to bring her to AMK, none of us are willing to go. WHy am i so selfish? How could i forget how she take care of me when i'm young!
Lord, i pray that You give me more time to spend with Ah ma. Give me one more chance to show her my love for her. In Jesus name i pray. Amen
Grandma got throat cancer... :'(
Today, ann called home, she told me that Ah ma got throat cancer. I'm a bit shock by it, but there's nothing much for me to do. I'm very sad by the truth that she got cancer, i hate the feeling of unable to do anything for her. I fasted today and prayed for her but it seems like nothing is going to happen le, the miracle that I'm expecting.
Ann also say that they going to send Ah ma to a home so that she can be taken care of. I know Ah ma doesn't like to stay in the home, she always wanted to go back to AMK. She even asked me to bring her back to AMK when i visited her. My heart just break when hearing to what she said and asked. She lived in AMK for half of her life and most of her frenz is there, yet because of our selfishness we moved out without considering her. How does she feel when we moved out of AMK? We forgot that she might not be able to adapt.
In the past, she take care of me, but when i grow older i start to drift away from her. Scared and dislike to talk to her. When she called to ask us to bring her to AMK, none of us are willing to go. WHy am i so selfish? How could i forget how she take care of me when i'm young!
Lord, i pray that You give me more time to spend with Ah ma. Give me one more chance to show her my love for her. In Jesus name i pray. Amen
Ann also say that they going to send Ah ma to a home so that she can be taken care of. I know Ah ma doesn't like to stay in the home, she always wanted to go back to AMK. She even asked me to bring her back to AMK when i visited her. My heart just break when hearing to what she said and asked. She lived in AMK for half of her life and most of her frenz is there, yet because of our selfishness we moved out without considering her. How does she feel when we moved out of AMK? We forgot that she might not be able to adapt.
In the past, she take care of me, but when i grow older i start to drift away from her. Scared and dislike to talk to her. When she called to ask us to bring her to AMK, none of us are willing to go. WHy am i so selfish? How could i forget how she take care of me when i'm young!
Lord, i pray that You give me more time to spend with Ah ma. Give me one more chance to show her my love for her. In Jesus name i pray. Amen
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