流浪天涯。只因找不到落脚的地方。

有谁要收留我吗？

How should i put my feelings now?
I should say that this feeling is a mixture.
I'm envious, angry and empty.

Envious is because of the growth the people around me had.
Whereby im still at the point i had left.
Always wanting to find a friend that can care for me.
I have no idea what kind of care i want.
Maybe just one pair of listening ear?
Maybe just someone that will keep by my side?
I'm so envious of those people that found their best friend in life.
I'm envious of those with strong relationship with GOD.
When can i start growing? Do i really had the heart that want to be after HIS heart?

I'm angry is because i'm not making any improvement in many area.
Spiritually
Emotionally
Academically

Emtpiness had just ate me.
Sudden lost in life.
The flickering light just gone off.
I need something to fill up my emptiness.
I seems to have things planned for my life myself.
But it is not God's best plan for me.
What can i do to go back to the plan God had for me?
Am i still in it?


Lost in the world.
还在流浪着。
我需要一个“家”

kekekekekekkeke

As i'm randomly viewing the past photo i had took and i realise had quite a lot of changes.





Here's the evidence:

This is when im 2 yrs old:

When im 6 years old i think
When im 12 years old
When im 13 years old
when im 17

The previous post like too byl according to Passerby C... So i shall change it..

July is finally ending.
August at last is coming.
The nation Birthday is nearing.
But mine arrives first.

Whahahahhahaha... this sounds beta??? ( Posted specially to C)
LOLZZZZ

Changes

So long didn blog le... finally got time to spare for blogging... wooooooooooo....
Anyway recently i had new wants and desire... I no longer want a acis sportshoes but a pair of ADIDAS bounce sports shoes... This pair of shoes is so nice lah... And i want to have a new backpack of ard 40litre...

This is to inform those that love me regarding wad i desire now, so that they can start preparing for my bdae present... LOLZ...

Another important thing is, i had paid 200 dollars for the Vietnam trip this means i had confirm going for it le.. That's why i want/need the above stuff... kekeke... You can buy adidas vouchers for me... hahaha... thats all abt it.. my changes in my desire... hahaha

Am I a CAKE???

We had a pre celebration for Shenny's bday... It's fun.. After we sang her bdae song we start our photo taking session.. here are the few of the photo we took:

the cake become like this after we started playing:
I am ambushed

My hair become like this:

My hair really stinks with those cream and chocolate cake!!! hahahaha

After washing up our hair at the basins:
Clean!!!!:

NDP