Search of Life: 2011

Monday, August 01, 2011

terrible feelings

Life bites.
Life sucks.
But what else more can I ask when I got You.
I feel miserable over things that I don't know why.

Wednesday, June 01, 2011

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Multiplies

How to multiply the money I have?
How to multiply the love within me?
I want to do so much, but yet so little I can do.
Where's the desire?
the motivation?

I will look for it once again.

Saturday, April 30, 2011

I want to flee

I feel like disappearing for a year.
When I come back i hope to be a brand new Dai En.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Poker face

I wish to hide.
Hide every emotions.
I don't like it when I lose my coolness.
It seems to be the same issue, but I handled it better compared to last time.

Tuesday, April 05, 2011

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

regardless

Life still need to goes on no matter what happen.
Pain won't be long, that's what I believe.
Experience is something i had gained.

exceptionally calm.

因为有悲伤和难过才懂得幸福的珍贵。
现在的我很幸福，因为我有我的朋友和亲人在身边。

Friday, March 11, 2011

i felt that i am being stood up.
i thought we are suppose to meet.
but i am wrong, i know i should be understanding.
i just felt upset by the facts that i am always behind your friend.
Am i there to just fill up your space?

i don't wish to be too emotional, but i can't help it.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

comparison

I dislike the feeling when you compare me with others.
Am I the same level as them to you?
I don't compare you with my other friends, because i felt that you are incomparable.

Sunday, March 06, 2011

Nothing

Perhaps I mean nothing to you, when you mean everything to me.
I am prepared to get hurt, but just didn't expect the hurt to be a long painful one.
I choose to be the fool and I didn't regret my choice.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

quality time

I love and enjoy our quality time.
When i chat/out with you, i don't do other stuff.
I commit my hours just for you.
Don't you get it?

Thursday, February 24, 2011

disappointed

i love to spend quality time with you... but you are too busy to do so...

this made me feel small...

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

It's not easy

it's not easy, but still i have faith in it

jealous

i am jealous.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

love

I love you, babe.
I love the gift you gave to me.
Sorry, that i can't afford a better gift to you now.
It will be a promise that i will save up money.
Thank you for everything.
I don't know what is lying in the future, but I treasure present moments.