Emo~ing

Emo~ing is in progress...
Can't help it...
Always say those things in fit of anger...
I regreted saying it... can i take back?
Im sorry that i can't keep the promises i promised...
I know I'm lousy...
Please forgive me...

白目
白痴
笨蛋
弱智
Fucktard

CNY 2009

This year CNY, I'm not filled with the atmosphere of it. Maybe its because i still gotta study after CNY. I pray hard that i will be able to scrap through this semester. I need a break from studies.
Spend my first day of CNY at 2 grandaunt's house. Second night of CNY at SL's hse. Lost quite abit of money, but didn't really feel the pinch yet... LMAO...

Why is it that time passes so fast?
There are so many things that i don't understand.
Should i ask?
Will you answer?

Less than 48hrs

I need some counseling session...

Sparkling clean

Hohoho~
My room present condition is clean!
hahas
Spent 8 hours last night to clean my room~
Feeling tired and satisfying right now...
Shifted some of the furniture...
Going to go for school.... Hope school will be short...
I love my sparkling clean room...
hahas...

Upset?

hohoho~
CNY is coming, I'm not really happy that it is coming so fast.
This year will be my 21 and I haven't achieve much things.
Let me see, i think the more "significant" things I did in the past will be;
Serving in children church?
Community work in Vietnam
Kayaking 1 star
Backpacking in Cambodia and Vietnam
Riding Licence
Learn how to make "cheesecakes"

I got so many things that I want to do~

Learn driving

Learn fork lift driving

Study logistics related degree courses

Go for cooking classes

Learn another foreign language(Jap or French)

Do voluntary work
Learn kayaking till at least 3 stars
Go for more backpack trips(Individual. Best will be able to travel to Europe)

Determine

Went shopping with Sally today~
Bugis followed by Marina Square
Glad that she bought her polo tees and cros.

Sally is so easily amused by little things~
The misconcept of her friend
When my little toes hurt
hahas~
And i saw her new "fling"
lolz
I will say that its good to spend time with her

Anyway I think most likely I will go for Fork Lift Driving courses.
(: The course is going to costs me $520+5 days. Its going to be at SIMEI ITE
I gotta do it after graduation~
This will be another resolution of the year.
P.S: any sponsors?

My first CheeseCake

Didnt go school today.

Mama's back is troubling her.

Good girl of me to go fetch her home.

Spend the noon making cheese cake.

Cheese cake didnt turn out too well.

Way too sweet and soft.

hahas.

Blindspot

My blind spot checked, actions taken
Anyway I doubt you did yours
I'm not One who will just go along with whatever you says or does

Attitude Problem
When ppl attitude me, i will not hold back but retaliate.
Don expect me to keep quiet when scolded dumb
Simply because I'm not.

You may say I had changed, but i will say that this time round is towards the good.
Speaking up for myself, i will not say its bad. And i stopped commenting.

You might think that you are perfect, but thats because others go along with you.


I will say that ears are around. You might forget what you had said, but others don.
I will tell you the same words you gave to me. Don't make unnecessary comments. Not to mention that you are not even involved.

Exhausted

Face is black.(FO)

Sleep less than 2 hours to do up the slides.

Felt satisfied after doing it.

Met Winny to shop for her frenz present

Walked walked walked

Flickled minded is she.

Fred Perry polo -> shoes -> baking -> shirt -> polo tees

Luckily in the end she bought her present, if not i will strangle her.

Its a sunny yellow banana day~

something better

Went to service with winny today~ enjoyed the fellowship with them... (:

whooohooo

Ann shared her vouchers of capital land mall with me. (:
$30 dollars~ happy~

I need some motivation for school~
Focus is all i need now.
Complete the "last lap" in polytechnic.
Graduate, ending of poly life and begining of a new life.
I look forward to the new life awaiting ahead~

wei

My 2009 resolutions

2009 resolutions:
Graduate on time
Driving liscense
Get a job
Attend PT/FT degree courses
Shed 10kgs
Less of me but more of others
Better Anger Management
Better Time Management
*Be good to MAMA*
I don't really know what i mean by be good to mama, but i just want to be nice to her...

To think of it, I didnt really do anything nice to my mama for a long time~


为了我们，你熬出病

不但不体恤你，还老是跟你怄气

偏激的我，只看到你如何的偏心，却没反省我的所作所为

我错时，你原谅我，我却一错再错

我们并不富裕，你却尽量满足我的欲望

我把你对我的付出，当作是理所当然

你的伟大付出，让我看到多么自私的自己

妈妈！你真的很伟大！

谢谢你对我所付出的一切

Blast

Yesterday is school reopen, kinda sad that holiday end that way...
Going to be damn busy till mid Feb...
Projects projects projects...
Follow by...
Mugging mugging mugging...
Most probably will be going for prison officer intake which is in june...
(:
Hope that another prison officer will be in the family...

Happy 2009

2008 had just pass...
Now is the new begining of 2009...
Lets pray that 2009 will be a good year...
Hope that i will graduate on time...
Hope that economic will become better...
Hope that all will get a job that they like...
Hope that i will not need to wear dress to prom nite...
Hope that our friendship will last...
Hope that i will not be too sad after you leave...
Hope that all will find their love in the arrived 2009...
Smile smile if your 2008 is bad, cause its over...
Smile smile if your 2008 is good, cause more good time is coming...

Happy New Year to all!!!
I love You!