?

Some people just can't stand it when others is doing better or greater than them.
It just so happen that I know couple of them.

treasures

I am glad that I got my family and friends.
Thankful.

playing with fire

kinda freak out for playing with fire.

i will miss you

sinful

sinful day.
i need more motivation

lucky 7

Smile to 7 and bye to another 7?

lossing it

when can the next 5 be gone?
Targeting by end of Dec.
Hope everything will goes well...

Love this jacket... May I own it?

ownership

I feel that I had owned the whole world when i own you.

feeling different

I felt different
I start to understand
I enjoy the way things are right now

on the track

things is going towards what i had planned.
kinda happy~

drained

I felt drained.
Mentally and physically.
Reason: unknown

Friends Vs Enemy

Difference between friend and enemy.
Friends never fail to make peace after quarrels.

light

Perhaps I had changed, things I seek is different.
And you are still who you are in the past.
Move on from the past, look forward to the future and you will find something new.

grow up?

For a moment, I thought I am dealing with primary school kid.
I have high EQ doesn't mean I will not be angry.

You might thought you are good at analyzing people, but you did not always get it right. Your way doesn't work on me.

For goodness sake, build your life on other stuff than criticizing.

I am a Leo.
Don't cross my line and limit.

lazy

i am feeling lazy
this is bad
i am sick
lack of motivation

emo emo

Its not going as planned...
I am emo kid once again for the day.
Bad day bad day!
Bad sore throat!

big change small change

Everything starts afresh
Hopefully things will go as planned
^^

memories

I was looking back at photos of the past.
Grateful and thankful for so many wonderful people and things that happen in my life.

Looking at the photos not only bring me joy, but also let me recall some sad moments, death and separation.

There are always regrets in between life, it just made me want to treasure my loved ones/things i have right now.

Thank You for the wonderful things that happen in my life.

bad bad

After much thoughts, i realize i treat myself way too good that i am kind of spoil by myself.

I need discipline in life to control budgets and spending.
Anyway i got good news, i had finish paying for my motorbike. So i am happy~~

^^ shall start saving next month!!! a must!

Meaningful day

Through SGcares i volunteered for Bishan home befriender on sat.

I went there in the morning to help to portion the food sponsored by some kindhearted caterer.

It's a short 2.5hours,and there's awkward moments, but i enjoyed it. It's well spent hours. I had signed up for another two activities in Nov~ looking forward to it.

I attended Siao Peng wedding buffet dinner in the evening. The night ended sweet.

random

Yesterday, I went to meet Pei Xi at Bugis, to get the Stayreal shirt from her.

We went Porn's for dinner, this shop is owned by celebrity Pornsak, and he is present at the shop~ We ordered tom yum soup and pineapple rice, both tasted nice.
The night is followed by a movie, erm.. which i forget what's the title. hahahaha... all i can say its a funny movie...

Anyway, i managed to drink KOI after so long~

short

This weekend is a short one!
Went back to office to OT on Saturday!
It's quite nice to work on Sat.
Tomorrow needs to present and my presentation slides seems to be half done.
It's driving me nuts~~ hahahaha...

same same but different

I had booked next year January air tickets to Cambodia, as Jetstar is having promotion, S$123 to and fro trip. It's quite a good value and random trip, will be going with my Epson's colleague, and it will be just the two of us.

Even though i had visited the country about 2 years ago, i don't mind visiting it again, as there's still some places that i missed out previously. I would like to visit the killing field and museum during this trip.

I am a little worried about this trip, as the colleague traveling with is not close friend. A leap for me, to travel with someone I am not close with. This trip is going to be something new and I am looking forward for it.

Forgot to mention, i didn't take up any check in baggage this time round, so hopefully can squeeze everything i need into the carry on baggage~ And and this time, don't think i will look for papa. Shall see how things goes~ tata

sleepless

Another sleepless night.
Went out with Wing and Van for steamboat followed by few rounds of Monopoly deal at KAP~
I miss those time i spent in school, hanging around for projects, mugging for exam and more~
Thank you for the fun night.
Laughter is good~ ^^

home sweet home?

I had stayed home most of the time during this long weekend.
Kind of boring? Perhaps, but I must say kind of enjoyed it.
I don't like it when people tell me what i should do.

pain

=(

Went dental today, it costs me 235 bucks!!!
And great pain. T.T
I hate going for dental cleaning.
The sores just last way too long

Finally

Finally remember my password~
Yeah~
I'm tired and satisfied right now~
Nights world~

others

Living a life full of me, myself and I?
Or sharing it with others?

There was once my dream is to travel the world
Now, so what if I travel around the world?
Why do I want to travel?
To experience another country's culture? so what?
To relax myself? Most likely, but i think i turn out more stressful after the trip due to shortage of cash... HAHA...
To help those in the third world country? Yes, would like to do it.
To seek the place where i can fit into? I believe that God had chosen it for me(Singapore)
To impress others? Probably


Traveling is first start off with missionaries, they travel with mission to spread the gospel.

What is the greatest thing you think you had done in your life?

What is your mission when you travel?

Leaving

Leaving Singapore soon.
Going to be a traveler.
Can i become a farmer?
For a short while.
I need to breathe some fresh air.
Run in bare foot.

I felt so silly.

feelings

Its not the money.
Its the feeling.

my apple frenx

Its nice to meet them up.
Chatting and doing something fun.
I feel that they will be friend for life for we had gone through the transition of life together.
From the bottom of my heart, I know that they are someone that will brighten up my days.

Restricted

Shall share a joyful event, I passed my TP.
Officially, I can start to drive a car around.

No more compromise, I will need to go school next year April.
Going to go for University of Dublin.
The whole fees is going to be about 20K.
Need to focus and save up.

I need a stage where I can perform myself.
I want to do more things, but I felt incapable.
Kanbatte

life?

Moments of awkwardness
Silence seems to be what I can do
Speechless? Perhaps

Nevertheless, life still need to move on.
Rode on the bike till my petrol went dry
Changed engine oil, sparkplug and filter.
Next will be the throttle.
I shall remind myself that it should still stay basic.
That is what i meant it to be.
(=

My first

Wooohoooo~
I feel like a happy kid right now.
Excited over so many little things.
First time having my own name card. =)
Most likely will be going for my first overseas business trip next week.=D
Monday will go and transfer the bike. Finally something under my name. =D

I like this feeling.
The sense of belonging.
The bonding?
Pray hard that I can see far, and everything will be fantastic.
Enjoyed the fellowship with "old pals"
They just let me see different things.
Bigger pictures.

new job

Today is second day of work
Still idling around
Reading up those procedures
People there is nice
And its consists of good mix group of ages
Hope i can pick up things fast
Save save save..

magazines

Bought a copy of FHM and Men's Folio this week.
Why are there so little magazines for men's fashion in Singapore.
I simply enjoy reading the two magazine I bought this week~
wheeeee... more magazines pls~

thoughts

Time reveals about a person.
Lets hope everything will gets better.

Malign

I had tender resignation to my present job
Next week shall be my last day of work
Its a shock for some in office and me as well
After all a year had been spent there
Everything just "bang" and I'm leaving

All this decision is tough
Each step in life involves risk
I step out of my comfort zone with uncertainty
Pray that its gonna be great and fantastic

It seems that they don't see small fry like me important
For I did informed them
I didn't place you people in situation like this
Don't blame me for it
I did ask and did my part

finally something that belongs to me

I had decided to take over the bike from Joyce.
A transport for myself finally
I hate waiting and waiting for those never coming public transport
Traveling time to work shall cut down by half.

I want nobody but You

Bad things happens.
Run or face it?
I thought I'm facing it well
But it doesn't turns out to be that way
Everything just screw up
But I will be brave
The biggest part of me that I'm unwilling to give up seems to be taken away
But its okay


In my heart, that part had been filled up

starting early

Nice Saturday morning
Number of thoughts running through my mind
Should learn how to express my appreciation towards things and people
Just too dull to express it in the past
Happiness cannot be fake
Neither can sorrow be hide

New begining

You can't affect me now~ haha
This CNY is good.
Realize that those little cousins had grow so much.
And I had enter into the adulthood.
This year will be different, for it will be exceptionally good!
Time to work on my goals.

Weight will be 70 kg by end of the year.
Save 8k by end of the year.
Im working on it and i believe i can achieve it by end of the year.
School shall be next Jan intake.
Lets do things step by steps.
=)

lighter~

once burdened
now boulder shifted
heart lightened
feeling good

pity to end it
as "fun" will be gone
shall find another game to play

growing?

Goals changes.
From short term to long term.
Education is the way.
Be it self help or helping the society.
Because i love i give.
Money
Time
Life

You become a total stranger, or is it that Im too blinded to see this side of you.
Perhaps you should just stay at being a stranger
Tried too hard to keep you as a friend.
Exhausted.

Bigger problem

Those things i met is peanuts right now
There's always bigger problem, how can i help those people that really need help.
My love and greatest sympathy goes to the people in Haiti.
What can be more painful then seeing your loved ones leave you and never come back.
Time to make adjustment to my mentality.

Thank you God for the healthy limbs and mind I had.
The friends He places in my life.
Those tribulations i need to go through.
Those temptations that will makes me grow when I overcome them.

This year I will make it to the fullest.
Studying next year will be my aim.
Save 10k this year and shed 10 kg will be ultimate aim.
Going to explore more ways for more incomes.
Lets pray that my goal will be achieved this year.
Thank You for being by my side.

smile

Smile the greatest cover.
Just like how the plaster works.
Though the wound is rotting, at least the wound is covered up.

spiky

Spent literally the whole day in office for i OT-ed to 9pm today.
Looking forward to friday meet up with serene.
Can I have more gatherings?
Hee
Its always nice to some little catch up here and there.
I miss my poly life
More activities for me pls
(=

Anyway I'm quite spiky today for no reason~ :/
random mood swings seems to occurred too often for my case.
I need to have better anger management.
AHHHHHHHH...

gatherings

Went over to Lynn's place for a house party to welcome Jean back
Its fun!
Drinks, food, songs is all good for the accompany is good.
=D

Anyway, why you want to ignore me again?
:/ Thought everything is cleared.
Speak to me pls.

new beginning

Painted my room for a new start.
Its mocha and black rite now, wanted to go for red at first, but all bright red seems so difficult to attain. =/
The style of my room is like country but i wanted to be rugged
But its still looks pretty fine with me.
Its a warming color room right now for some sleep. HAHAHA

Met up with some old friends, and its good.
I do enjoy those accompany.

My 2010 resolutions
Get my driving license
Save 8K by end of the year
Shed 8kg by end of the year
Learn a new language
Find new ways to increase my revenue