regardless

Life still need to goes on no matter what happen.
Pain won't be long, that's what I believe.
Experience is something i had gained.

exceptionally calm.

因为有悲伤和难过才懂得幸福的珍贵。
现在的我很幸福，因为我有我的朋友和亲人在身边。

stood up

i felt that i am being stood up.
i thought we are suppose to meet.
but i am wrong, i know i should be understanding.
i just felt upset by the facts that i am always behind your friend.
Am i there to just fill up your space?

i don't wish to be too emotional, but i can't help it.

comparison

I dislike the feeling when you compare me with others.
Am I the same level as them to you?
I don't compare you with my other friends, because i felt that you are incomparable.

Nothing

Perhaps I mean nothing to you, when you mean everything to me.
I am prepared to get hurt, but just didn't expect the hurt to be a long painful one.
I choose to be the fool and I didn't regret my choice.